The Days Go On

Once again, I strike away at this keyboard in hopes of relieving the thoughts floating carelessly through my head. I've always been one to keep my feelings inside for the sake of others' feelings. Yeah yeah, it sounds really dumb and like I have no guts. I do, but the way this world is working, there are enough people out there stepping on other toes. I'll do my best to keep my toes tucked in and place my feet carefully. Oh, I'll come out and say something when it truly matters. And when it does, you better hope you are not the focus of my attention. Remember, nice guys are nice, but when a nice guy gets mad, run for the hills!

Choices...damn the choices in this world now are insane. Some people say there are not enough. Some say that there are too many. First off, this is your life and the amount of choices you make are endless. This isn't some game where you get a certain amount of action points. The only power holding you back is yourself, but it just so happens that this certain power is a hell of a problem. There is no argument besides a feeble one that will make me believe that there are too many choices. The only problem I see in this is in grocery stores. I find it damn near impossible to pick a cereal or even a type of toilet paper. But we live in America people, so when you look at the labels, pick the one that is made in the US and spend an extra dollar. Think of it as supporting the jobs that are left in the United States because there are far and few in between for us young bucks. All these people who have been working for 15+ years are taking over the entry level positions due to all the lay offs. Go to school people. GO TO FUCKING SCHOOL. All I hear now a days is pure laziness coming out of people's pie holes. "Oh, school isn't for me. I didn't do well." Yeah well who said it was easy for me? I didn't just sit back, smoke, drink, party, and fuck to get to where I am. I made social sacrifices. Don't go to that party. Don't hang out with your smoking buddies. Go live in the library for over 500 hours a semester then come talk to me. School is work people. How do you think cramming all that useless information is going to land you a job? It makes you focus, work hard, and puts you in a schedule where you are able to wake and go to bed early. Its not so much the information you learn, but how you handle pressure and huge life changing (or in my instance, company changing) situations. Don't be so ignorant as to think you can learn everything by just living. Psh, I hope you people realize that you have more of a chance to win the lottery than becoming rich without an education.

Certain people in this world warm your heart and center your thoughts. Thanks. I appreciate the support and welcoming words. Needless to say you almost brought me to tears just reading a response. Yeah yeah, I'm a sensitive guy. I hear its a good thing now a days. But what I don't understand, is why I don't surround myself with people like you. Maybe its because I know you have a straight head and don't need my help to make something of yourself. Maybe it is because I look at what I do and am somewhat ashamed that I cannot be as genuine as yourself. Either way, I'm proud to have you in my thoughts and my facebook. ~peace~